2019 Annual Recap
If I’ve learned nothing else this year, it’s to stop making climbing resolutions. Here’s a brief and embarrassing recap:
- 29 trad pitches 5.9 or harder (make the rope go to the top)
I did 11 trad pitches that were 5.9
- 10 sport pitches 5.10c or harder (make the rope go to the top)
I did 0 sport pitches that were 5.10c
- 3 trips where ice tools get used (because owning gear you don’t use is almost as bad as owning gear you don’t know how to use)
I did 0 (but I am going to use them this coming weekend!)
- 5 trips where snowshoes get used (see above)
I actually think I definitely exceeded this one, and by this point using snowshoes isn’t unfamiliar to me, so I stopped counting.
- 3 trips with moderately involved routefinding off-trail (climbing or backpacking)
I’m not sure Lani’s and my collective inability to find the start of routes occasionally counts for this.
- 3 solo backpacking trips
You guessed it: zero.
- 1 snow camping trip with a summit attempt (or at least an attempt at a summit attempt)
Besides guiding on Shasta, zero.
- Shasta dayhike
I did this one my very last trip to Shasta this summer. 12 hours car-to-car and I didn’t summit til 11 am. Not my proudest moment, but it just felt like a long day, not a hard day. I’d started from the Bay Area after work and drove straight to Shasta, arriving at 3 am and starting immediately after throwing some food, water, and a headlamp in a backpack, which meant I basically went from sea level to 14,000’ in less than 12 hours and was slow but fine.
- Haystack w/ haystacks
Tragically have still not done this despite occasional attempts to find a partner for it.
- Specific Peaks (attempt, not necessarily a summit)
- Alta Peak (ok this one has to be a summit)
no
- Mt Russel
no
- Mt Whitney Mountaineer’s Route
Yes, but shadowing a guided trip.
- North Palisade
no
- Mt Langley
no
- Mt Conness
Another failed summit attempt
- Mt Williamson
no
- Lone Pine Peak
no
- Mt Clark
no
- Specific Ridges
- Mt Dana every time I drive by and it’s not time-prohibited (optional if dark).
I can’t decide if I failed at this, because every time I drove by, it either was dark or I was driving to a destination with a time constraint, but I didn’t do this a single time this year. I’d envisioned lots of summer Sierra trips and instead made a bunch of Shasta trips.

The 5.9 trad pitches I did in 2019
Despite how few of my goals I met, I’m not disappointed in myself. At the beginning of this year I felt pretty aimless in my outdoor-related pursuits and made a huge variety of goals to cover every possible type of activity. I don’t think there were actually a feasible number for me to have completed in a year. I like to discount things and say, “Yeah but I should have been able to do all the climbing if I just had partners.” That’s a constraint though. I don’t really have partners in my area with the same kinds of outdoor goals as mine. The few I do have are often not available on the same weekends as I am. It’s not some enormous failure on my part as a human. I spent a lot of the summer going to Shasta (or saving money to use for gas for Shasta by not leaving on other weekends), which was a situation I wasn’t anticipating when I made my original goals.
By the end of the year I’d finally started trying hard outside again. I’d practiced the not-perfect-hand cracks in the gym and led pitches outside with thin hands, butterfly stacks, and finger jams. I’d gotten comfortable enough to assess a pitch and protect it with the rack Ben had taken (which he said before I started was probably less than I’d have chosen to take), running it out in the middle where it was safe for me, protecting it adequately at the crux, and then trying until I fell rather than giving up. Instead of insisting on the #nobabysteps approach that seems to work well for Lani but just scares me away from everything, I started just taking any incremental step I could find to take, and I learned that even the easy unimpressive things are fun and rewarding to do.
I hope to develop some climbing goals over the next year and some training routines to help me accomplish those goals, but right now I have no list of boxes to check off by one year from today. Today I’m content to take the next year one baby step at a time.